August 8, 2008


In 9th grade my friends from middle school changed. They started drinking and inviting new people to sit with us.

I walked away from that.

My new friends seemed perfect. But honestly thye weren't. They would choose who was thier "BFF" for the week.

I suddenly became depressed. I felt like I had nothing. No friends. No support. I started cutting. It took away most of the pain. That's when I thoguht about suicide. I seriously considered it.

Then I saw I'm Not Okay on fuse. They were playing an MCR loaded. It made me feel good. I wasn't alone. I quickly bought Life on the Murder Scene. These men amazed me. They understood. I just want to thank them for what they did. I will never stop loving them!